The following could be pathetic, sympathetic,funny,dark ! But will try to decode. Try accepting it with a lot of reality. This probably wont cover the top 10%. Its all about the rest.
So who are they actually ? You can easily find them in metropolitans. They look more aged than their actual age, little bit of tummy, dark circles around , probably with less hair(hair fall directly proportional to age | problems | marital status | kids | family ), headphones blasting some random songs with weird dress code in a hot day ! Bike / home running on EMI. Actually lots more, but I think its pretty much understandable. In short some pathetic people.
What do they actually do ? Even they wont have an answer. But lemme try to put it, cause I was one. The day really starts so void for them (should I go/take leave/sleep more/go late). Trying to figure out solutions for all mid-life crisis in ShitRoom. They end up finding a solution about the dress to wear. Fuck mid-life ! They reach office, log in, sign in. Then it’s blank ! Its really blank ! Not even the wallpaper would be different.
The simulation they work in ,really has some serious issues. Its supposed to make em feel good. It must lie to em saying; that they really provide a solution. But it fails ! Cause its built by one of em.
Sign out by end of day, escape from managers a bit early/stay for a non sense call/overtime work. Reach home like a shit ! Eat food , sleep and the cycle continues. The most irony is, they kill boredom by social media news feeds. They read and feed shit. The biggest fun they might get is a team lunch/some outing/festival holidays to go home. Weekends just pass away either in sleep or in some bloody movies/mobile. A week is done !
Time passes weeks, months, years. They get married/fall in love mostly to a mirror image of opposite sex. Have sex/stay together/breakup(will write in another post). A new life comes out. And start putting pressure on them to follow passion for no valid reason. And change the whole course later. (This generally all do). Be the same and blame the rest. A typical human breed, but they just think they make a lot difference. Money ! phewww for nothing; they seemingly are happy with it. They do have a part time job: Social media warriors. Speaking about the world in a micro perspective. Typical traits.
So is it all their life ! Presumably , constant | so called secure | running & burning. Some do read , mostly shit and mainly cinema and even argue for it. Who are they actually. A being from some college, with some degree, landing in some IT company for some job. And proudly boast it for some no reasons to everyone. Forgetting that they even have the same set of friends. Who is to be blamed for this ! Government? Parents ? themselves?
Obviously themselves. The harsh thing is they change themselves. From bad->worse->worst. Change should not be through attire, should be through knowledge. What really drives em ? GREED
The greed about others life, without realizing; even that is shit. They are people who believe in mirage rather than reality. Their love for external change drives them. Fuck thinking | fuck spirituality. They have some absurd believes like weekend exercises make em loose fat,can buy all unwanted things in amazon/flipkart sales(discounts),understand all of world problems just by some filthy youtube videos and reading some crappy fb posts, enjoy life by taking friends/wife/lover out(movies/drinks/rides)
Endnote: They are people who forgot to decode themselves all throughout. And probably try to find solutions in this.
Decoding will continue
-Nikil Sivakumar
Radical Meditator 